Am I the crazy one???

My SIL said that she really wanted to host Christmas this year. OK. I hosted Thanksgiving. Pulled out the china, prepared two, yes two, turkeys, because I thought people would eat. I only asked my SIL to bring sweet potatoes ... that's it.
Forward to this morning. I got an email from SIL. It read:

"I am making meatballs for an appetizer. Can you bring the ham. We will keep it simple."

W.T.F. ???????
Really?
I am driving 45 minutes, with my two boys, to your house because you wanted to host Christmas dinner and I am bringing the effing main dish?!?!?!
Holy hell.
Next year I am flying to Florida .... I do not care how much it costs!!!!!!

While I am on the subject ...

A girlfriend of mine just sent me this article:

http://www.illinoisfamily.org/news/contentview.asp?c=34804

If they want to tell me that health care is a right (which, um, isn't in the Bill of Rights, I might add ... and, we have the right to life, which, according to Obamacare, babies won't have), well, then, why am I not allowed to carry a gun, when the right to bear arms is in the Bill of Rights??????



Effed up ... seriously ... these people are all effed up.

Find a starting point and go with it

I need to get back into the swing of things - and quickly.



I am falling into the traps of routine .... and I cannot afford that.



I have been talking about getting my business up and running for months now, and I am still not up and running.



I have been waiting on my sister to finalize my logo ... not done.



I have to choose my host company to create my website ... not done.



I have to get the logos made so I can order some business cards ... not done.



WTF?!?!?!??!



How do I expect myself to ever get out of this dead-end, crap-ass job of mine if I do not create a future for myself???



And what is with my utter EXHAUSTION lately? Seriously, I could go lay down at any point in time throughout the day and just pass out.



I feel like I am getting fatter by the day, lazier by the hour and crabbier by the minute. Did I not just go on a "refresher" weekend for myself.



I have to get my act in gear and pronto!!!!!!